just stuff........

Well, I have been terribly inactive here.  I was able to get my laptop back up and running after almost a year and thought I would stop by here for a bit.  We are approaching Amelia's fifth birthday.  In a few months we are taking her to Disney World.  I AM SO EXCITED!  She is about to start a five year old preschool class.  She has grown so much in the last year.  She is so much like her father it is scary, but every once in a while I see just a tiny spark of me in her eye.  I will have you know that it scares the living daylights out of me! I worry so much about her.  I worry that it is damaging her that I work full time.  I worry that she isn't involved in extracurricular activities. I worry that we do not play enough.  I worry that I am damaging her in some way that I am not even aware of.  I pray for her every day, for her health, for her safety, for her happiness.  It is amazing that this little girl can hold the entirety of my heart in her tiny hand.  This blog may become just a string of random thoughts of mine.  Maybe this will be my free therapy!!  Till next time.